hehehaha

old band pic from 3 1/2 years ago
lots of pabst
lots of crazy fun
i love how creep each individual is
i have wierd creepy long hair
doug is still little dougy
aaron is still smokin cigs
and
greeny is still greeny

workin on a railroad

nothing like cooking breakfast
at a bed and breakfast
for people that want breakfast
and picky breakfast people too
mostly old but a few youngins

love is a losing game

lankee eff-er

i always think i need to lose weight
or body fat per-say
until i see my skinny ass



but then
i think
ummm..
hmmm
i guess i should lose some body weight
it'd do me some good
and i also look like a resemblance of
Peter Parker=Scott Parker

its my birthday

a long 25 years ago
my mother forced me out
all 10 lb 6 ounces
oucherssssss
but i grew up and squished up to be
6'2"1/2 feet
159 lbs
small and fat
to tall and skinny
so my day
yes my day
so far has consisted of
-a mickeys 40 at 12 last night
-sleep
-dream about dream girl #23
-wake up and go to the farmers market
-to play bluegrass and make 21 dollars for playin 1 1/2 hours
-double vodka redbull at the oldpost
-4 1/2 bloody mary's at snowbowl
-and i nice tasty pizza
-a sweet chocolate cake from nikki and cassi
-feel full and come home
-power nap and now round 2
-i got 4 more hours of 7/11 so i will make it good
-hopefully not remember past 12:00
yeaaaa

Dm

dreamer, i am, id say
almost lisk a d minor chord
that sound of that chord is
dark
sad
ewwww-ee
ya know
and two nights ago
i woke up with that d minor chord
raging in my mind
and all day
and yesterday
and today
d minor
ahhh
d minor
if you dont know or how
go listen to an acoustic version of d minor
it is sad
dark
and i dont know about you but
my body gets a bad warm feeling
does urs?
that d minor was set off by nothing that happened
a freakin thought
hmm
yes
hmm
is that thought created by a dream
sometimes and usually i have major chord dreams
and those sound happy
go play an Amaj chord or even a Bb maj
yea
happy right
now go back to that Dm
eeewwwww
gross
id say
i am hoping that this Dm does not proceed
towards my birthday
which is on saturday the 11th
yes, the greatest day ever
7/11
but right now, i could actually go out
in style too
by a quarter old= 25 years
and just stop
what else do i have to do
well yes live and love
but i will not go out with out living the love of life
so u and i are lucky,
theres no
"going out in style"
this time
but i am blue
like the D minor chord
blue as a dimmer dark blue
thats not that blue but blue
ya know
hopefully
i will hear Gmaj
and be Gmaj
cuz all these last years of 4 or so
holy shat
i have been nothing but smiles
no anger now or then
but now and only i feel sad
SAD as in D flat minor now
ewwwwwww

ahhh

ahhh.
i say
seriously
i cant really take it
wyoming lady-eeee
on an old plain farm
always waiting for a
lone-leeeee heart
i sang
and i did
but this girl is hung up
hung up and a damn douche
dooo-shay
i'd say
but who knows
were both from gillette, wyo
so she must have an "against"
and i have a nothing
frick
frick-in-a

still old

now i know im old
my nose itched and i couldnt figure it out
then i caught a hair and it hurt
so guess what
i trimmed a nose hair
ha
ha
ha
i told you i am getting old
ewwwww

official date

so yesterday.
i went on basicallly
my 1st and once and only date
and what u call date
is..
not really knowing
and
not sure what will happen
and
feels like a blind date
sorta
but...
.
.
it went well
and she is not my type
ha
she is pastor's daughter
if i am even spelling that right
and not tall
and not too skinny
what the eff scott
usually
i dont do this
.
,
so i talked
she talked
and then if she was my type
i wouldve..
.
ya know
yep.
ur right
.
that
but
no
i did not
not even a kiss night-ers
just a goodbye
and
u should give me a call
damn
i love my lame life
so
yes my first experience as a
1st time dater went ok
but i think i like alone
and alone
is ok
right????????

pretty darn sure

i was at good food store
it reminded me of Gillette, WYo
why?
because there was some gansta white boys
in a ride, yo
but they were bumpin shit yo
and i swear to freakin god that the song
said...
"chewy chewy bubble gum, its a party bitch"
swear to god
so.
if that is not what it said
i am stealing those bad ass yo-ster lyrics
ha
bitcheeesss