i gots a touchy feelee

usually i am pumped up for when it snows

only because it quiets the skiers down

but

it only makes them talk more

like

"nar shred pow pow"

and

"duddddeee, white nar"

but

unfortunately

i do not like cum shots in my face

or

excuse me

powder shots in my mouth

it is nice though

that now i can say

"its really snowee outside,

guess i better stay in"

instead of

"i just stayed in all day when it was really nice out"

apparently my friends dont like that

last night at 2:00 or maybe it was earlier

or later?

i took advantage of snow sports and made this

gods angel made out of 100% pure snow

this is what snow clothes look like

and ra-tard lady poses

ha

still the same ole same ole

i cant wait for february

cuz thats closer to older

right?

and

cuz i get to go to work 2 nights a week

every weekend

yesss

music though

sometimes i feel like this when i have to have fun

and other times

when i am going to conquer the world

and not give a fuck i feel like this

or just wantin hugs and kisses

once in a while i take hiatus'

from things

like this and that

and said and unsaid things

but i rekindled my non-hiatus time with my records

its like when u get off a problem "in the gym"

and u sit down

and u just stare at the wall

prolly cuz ur trying to make up problems?

hinthint

and u just stare and go touch a hold on again

and sit down again

and stare again

and then realize ur friend is sitting right next to u

oh, hey whats up

yea, that is what i have been doing with this wall

what shall i listen to

touch, nope

back up

step forward, touch, nope

hmmm

and then i think to myself

ipod are so simple

no

yea

touch

nope

stare

and then someone has been watching u

and not that i get embarrassed but

instead create a shy face

so they c about 1/2 ur face

like a sad puppy

the way they turn away when their sad

and

i step forward and go with a good ole

inbred bluegrass piece of art

until that person calls u an inbred

and then go back to square one

and recycle the same motions

over

and over

until a lady shows up

wait what time was it?

well, then u dont feel so bad

when u were getting all touchy feelee with vinyl

and neither does she

my new friends

so

my days have been going by really fast

yes, no job still

but i really dont need one

or

want one

been a tad bit slum lordin it

and

a tad homeless-ee bout it

after a whole day

i wonder what i did with that day

and

there is a lot on one

and

a lot on the other

i finally received my holiday package

from mother and father

and

i love getting packages from ma and pa

cuz

my mother sends them

(too hard for father)

and

since she knows the mail lady

(next door neighbor)

she does this

lucklee she uses 1000 stamps

and lucklee that neighbor of hers

doesnt stamp everyone

so

my roomate pointed out that

i can use every stamp on here

look

i already used three

lovin the system mother

other than that

i have been building benches

tables

chairs

and desks

in my ghar-aagge

and if u stain anything

walnut stain that is

it looks amazinggg

and some poly after

and it looks tackee,

but keeps the moist secretions of ur mugs out

it may look like a desk

but it is a bench

for tall people

or for my tall desk

maybe if i fix my whole house in the future

it will all be made for 6' and taller people

sorry midges

on that bench i sit and sit

everyday

and take a ruler day and day in

and draw straight shit after straight shit

but

i do enjoy

and chain smoke after chain smoke

i get some stuff done

this is my newest one

not complete yet but

soon.

and when i dont play massive amounts of xbox

with sean my roomate

i sit in the corner and chat with my friend

dont worry

its only a puppet?

im not sure what street character this feller is

but

i am starting to get back into ventriloquism

when i was in 7th or 8th grade

i got a ventriloquist dummy

for christmas

and it was bad ass

i practiced and practiced

cuz

it came with a big book

on "how to"

to bad i lost "ivan"

in my many moves here in missoula

but

my new friend will do for now

and

i think i am going to save up for a new dummy

or not dummy

thats mean

a new friend to talk to

Closer, I Get

Pretty soon

I should be a business man

deep down inside

but not my soul

i really want to

like, wear a suit everyday

get a shave every once in a while

and a hair cut

hot towel included

and

work more than 8 to 5

cuz

usual business men have after work meetings

drinks

prostitutes

constant lying to the mrs.

i dont actually want to

but

i think i am getting closer to one

a while ago i got a suit

cuz i wanted one, chh

and

on christmas this year

i drank decent wine

by myself too id say

(preparing for the future of busy-ness)

maybe all this thought

is cuz u are like ur father a bit

right?

well, he gives me shit

he gives me hugs

sometimes

its those 3/4th hugs

gives me guns

trys to give me cigs

do i smoke

no comment

and

this christmas

i got this from him

fuck yea

just imagine

a nice sport coat covering a tad bit

of the watch

yea

and prolly a man-a-cure

cuz im famous, right

i know it is a hang me down

but

also it might be a reminder

from father charles

that i should get in gear

and do something

cuz long ago

my tarot cards

said

i die a hero

yea

something is coming closer

i.. get.. it