Closer, I Get

Pretty soon

I should be a business man

deep down inside

but not my soul

i really want to

like, wear a suit everyday

get a shave every once in a while

and a hair cut

hot towel included

and

work more than 8 to 5

cuz

usual business men have after work meetings

drinks

prostitutes

constant lying to the mrs.

i dont actually want to

but

i think i am getting closer to one

a while ago i got a suit

cuz i wanted one, chh

and

on christmas this year

i drank decent wine

by myself too id say

(preparing for the future of busy-ness)

maybe all this thought

is cuz u are like ur father a bit

right?

well, he gives me shit

he gives me hugs

sometimes

its those 3/4th hugs

gives me guns

trys to give me cigs

do i smoke

no comment

and

this christmas

i got this from him

fuck yea

just imagine

a nice sport coat covering a tad bit

of the watch

yea

and prolly a man-a-cure

cuz im famous, right

i know it is a hang me down

but

also it might be a reminder

from father charles

that i should get in gear

and do something

cuz long ago

my tarot cards

said

i die a hero

yea

something is coming closer

i.. get.. it