I am Free

sometimes on a loan

$40 bucks, sure ill do it

what is it u want me to do

oh, nevermind, no thanks

usually, i am free

free to hang out

free at cost to have hanged out

and just free of everything

i finally got free of my sickness

that is death-ness in my terms

no good

my roomate said he thought i was dead

on day 3 though, i came out

of my room, ha

so, being a fucked up person

getting sick-er than -shit

is awesome

why so?

because i am a climber

and

i look at the positive aspects of death

like

i lost 7 pounds during that time

nothing like

drinking water

and drinking codeine

does wonders

that could be a climber diet.

look i even became a bit ra-tard

and i can see my ribs again

no it does not sound wierd

or narcissism

its called

healthy narcissism

(as a climber)

and blogs

or journal-n

as a think sometimes

does help with all this

cuz i get my thoughts down

hehe

haha

haha

hehe

great huh

well

i read a website the other day

yes, grade school graduate

and it had a top 21 things to do

to change ur life up

and 2 of the 21 were

.Put down the computer

and the other was

.Put down the computer

so

i took that and have been putting down the computer

and pickin up other electronic devices

like this little guy

another electronic device

but

the kindle fire is the shit

i read again

and i have more space because i gave all

my books back to the store

and

cuz i found out, just like music,

how to get every single book i want

for free

that does involve pickin up the computer

and downloading

but what ever

well

i guess i didnt get rid of every book

i collect "art coffee table books" now

and this is the newest edition to my edition

look how big that thing is

hell yea to graffiti.

one other thing

cuz ya know me..

it is funny for a girl calls her thang "my girl"

and "ur guy"

but i say "jay"

for hers or "jaybird"

right?

this also made me miss jordan

and

his hot new wife