please no

please god

if i do believe in u one day

that u will not let me have

a girl child

maybe it is just because my niece is crazy

(could run in the family)

but please let me have a boy

when ever that is

could be now

could be in 5 years

hopefully never

but if i do

accidentally or purposely

let it be a boy

but

that being said

my niece is cool as shit

because she can almost do a one arm push up

i can barely do 15 regular ones

i cannot wait

to get back

to cold

shitty

dry-ee

lonesome

ole missoula