hi im ur neighbor

that is what i have to say about my nieghbors

Linda, u is nice

but

her house is getting taking back

by the bank

but

she is happy (divorces)

tom and sandra (or saundra)

not sure

are happily married

ha

(not for long)

and then there is chad

my roomate

im glad that he is borrowing this car

because

it looks a little

chimo-ish is me

no, u not know what chimo is

chi=child mo=molester

but luckly that shit is V8

and a bad ass mobile

and

he has a 47" tv

shitttt

that is why today

i am going to freeze my gym account

to get glued to the tv

or just cuz i dont want to pay

50 fuckin dollars

jesus

the good genes

some families prolly have good genes

some families have meth geans

party genes

skinny JEANS (damn hip-sters)

and others just have great genes

some of my genes consist of

Reeeetard Gene

o, mentally handi i mean

YMCA mom and pops gene

Dean Genes

'none of what u think'

just inspire-each-other-smoke-cigs-find-rock-gene

Child Gene

'73% all day'

except when i perform, ya know what i mean!!!!!

killer among the beasts gene

Super Gumby Gene

oh and another Gumbeee

there are other wonderful genes

but these are an example

of if u are a pretty young thang, can have.

no, dont be scared

hopefully no young thang will know i do this

cuz i could probably go to jail

of be hated be the likes

in my life

i look for

smiles

pooches

laugh

and

willing to ya know

oh, and the spida is back for a bit

who knows

but it is a long story

basically i should be a business man

in that venture

Spida-Fight

there was an inside joke

a couple of years ago

about "Spiderrr Fighttt"

but you say it with grit

and sort of a hisssss voice

only makes me laugh really hard

cuz

we were all probably blackout

when doing this

well

there was no fight unfortunately

but only a lonely spider

well, maybe not, ill wait for another time

to get more "gritty"

just that this particular spider

usually eats its male "buddy"

after "buddy-ing"

the funny thing is..

guaranteed ill get texted tonight or the next

and i will accept

and also

i always wondered about emotions in texting

if you text, just fuckin call

or maybe cuz sppppiiidersss cant sppppeeeeaak

maybe i should be a hero

and be this guy

Push it, Push

clean

scrub

brush

sweep

screw

flick

paint

hammer

pluck

-

having the fun in blast

creating new in old

making lapses from time

-

these could be spanish but english phrases

ya know

ive been doing a little of this

and some of this

and get to work on the hardwood floors

with friends that build this shit

So i hope he does a good job

been actually thinkin of climbing outside lately

oh, right,

moist rain secreting from the exhausted clouds

to make the wet ground wetter

and in other news

there is a new dream girl #74 or#73

damnn

BIG TIME

upper rattlesnake

there is a cabin

or couse

(cabin+house)

u take this road

and find this there

where gangsters are among the poverty

and when u sleep...

that is unless gangstas are gangsta-in

and crackheads are crackhead-in

and junkies are junkie-in

and whores are whore-in

...you must take this into consideration

my dreams have seem to be getting bigger

n bigger

cuz i am dreaming bigger and better

and bigger is better.. right?

and deja vu is dreams... right?

and dreams are deja vu... right?

whoaaaa

nevermind

actually

if you dream big

you will get shut down

like a flushing toilet

with a turd swirling n swirling

and never be able to get back

whooaaaaa

nevermind

acually

if you dream big

money starts slowly seeping

into your pockets

and those are empty pockets too

with no holes n them

and time speeds up

and u make more n more money

and u smile

and then die sometime in the future

whooaa

yep

all by my lonesome

today

i have no wallet

(lost it)

no debt card (to get money out)

no id (to show someone)

no money (to buy a beer)

no insurance card (to show a cop if pulled over)

no stamps (to send letters to lovers)

no safeway card (to buy an orange)

no groove can business card (to show people)

other cards too

that are important

but maybe not

some people say they want their houses to burn down

so they can get rid of all there shit

and collect insurance money and start over

well

unfortunately i do not collect

and dont want shit to burn

but i did need a new debt card

"far to many swipes"

luckly i can move in tomorrow

or somewhat "move in"

cuz i feel like this

but that raven or crow

is still smiling

cuz

i bet my wallet is somewhere safe though

thx

purple lips

and laughter

red lips

and laughter

this what happens

on occasion

not usually though

sorta

kinda

not really

but yea

me

with squinches new garth glasses

usually when u dont wear glasses

your vision is blurred

but

usually when u dont wear glasses

i am never blurred out of your vision

weird huh

must be something to do with something

not sure what that means

but something spe-she-all i bet

hopefully "my people"

that let me be "not homeless"

will miss me when im gone

well, i know they will

cuz they tell me that

i think they whisper in my ear when i sleep

"wwwwwere gonna misssssss you"

but luckly, for them, ha

i am moving 2 blocks away

were gonna build one of those

can - string - can devices

and talk to each other

every night at 7:00 pm

unless i have to put the kids away

here is

4 Garths

without the upper lip tuck in

mr. urs truthfully

miss

mr. man

dr. miss

in the next few days

friday is the day i sign papers

and sign more papers

from an adoption

for a sweet little baby boy

i cant wait

and have been thinking about this for a veryyyyy

lonngggg

time

so so excited

.

.

.

i think ill rename him David

cuz of my strong belief in the Bible

which he is an ancestor of Jesus Christ

through St. Joseph and Mary (wiki)

or maybe

Gerald

"rule of the spear"

or maybe

Scott Jr.

yep

thats it

Scott Jr. James

then

kids at school will call him

Jr. James

actually

i am not adopting "anything"

but actually

signing papers on a house

and the things i will be doing is building this

it is a rough draft though

and that person will be built in it too

and ripping up carpet

bleaching every surface of everything

sanding

screwing!

nailing!

hammering

salwing

painting

paying

talking

looking

wondering

designing

putting-away-ing

coloring

wishing

dreaming (in my own fuckin bed)

moving

driving

smiling

cooking

cutting

spitting

shitting (in my own toilet)

calling

yelling

dancing (naked)

owning!

glueing

you name it with -ing

and ill be doing it

then

ill think about climbing trip

or somewhere

Fake it, right

Look at my smile

Look at that

a definition of

"A Fake Smile"

i think cuz i am free

for women.. that is

sure ill do a million or two $$$$

for 80+

but gonna need a gallon of

"you know what"

for those old ladies

do u think they sell that at costco

"do u have a gallon of 'you know what' "

"oh, and a pack of 400 of 'ya knows' "

"uhhhh, nope"

shucks

oh well

always needed a little sparkee runnin 'round

with an old sugar mama

my day today, consists

of possibly going to the old folks home

and pickin up some love

and cutting up paper

for art

and then finding a zephyrus northface for cheap

and then meetin with a realtor

then fine dining with a lady

and then cuddling up..

.

.

with a sweet flower print pillow

"yeah, its mine"

and ive had it for a long time

thanks mom!!!!!

thy other day

so just the other day

excuse me

today i mean

i was reading a novel

this is just a re-enactment picture

of when i was reading

it was not that novel

but a different one

and it occurred to me

that reading in a SUIT

makes you more knowledgable toward

higher capacities for learning

bigger and better "things"

that make you think

and growing old in my age

some say that

"you start to decline and go downhill"

"you cant read, loser"

"give up and stop now"

"nah nah nah nah nah nah"

well, bullshit

cuz i feel great and not only do i feel great

but my friends do too

if u close your eyes and smile

cuz that always helps

and

imagine ur flying

this is what i do

when im on the verge of depression

juuuuuuust kidding

i cant get depressed

and that sucks

i actually just close my eyes and fly

alllllll dayyyyyy loooooong

cuz

i am just sittin and waiting for

1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1 days

when i can be really happy

and sleep in my own bed

and own a home

Hunting

someone told me

"there is a treasure somewhere"

a couple of hours plus days ago

i went on that search

after long hole diggin

i found much but nothing

the dirt that was dug was dark

like that mica (gemini) finding days of my youth

that dirt was dark that i dug... too

and to my surprise

my palms were stained

lucky for me dawn soap

and

water

washed

and washed

and washed

my palms back to the original status

what a long day it was

someone told me after

"you forgot the treasure map"

Elders

My Young Grandmother Kay

dont feel like gettin old

my dad says

"gonna take my .45 and head down the river"

my mom says

"pull the plug"

i say

"thats fucked up mom and dad

Homered

Some friends, great friends

well, the house im currently reclining in's owner

went to visit a funeral

or that sounds bad

umm

went to give condolences in my hometown

Gillette, WYO

i politely asked them if they could go to my home

my childhood home

and of coarse take a pic

and they did

thank YOUU

they took some bushes out

but it looks nice

i lived here for 18 years

i lived in the 3rd window to the left

til bout 6th grade

then moved the the left 2

let me tell you

i snuck and out made out

with thee ladies

a few to many times

there is a tale that i cannot tell

bout one time

maybe another time

havent been back to gtown

in like 3 to 4 years

no need

cuz my folks live here now

why am i donig this

writin bout houses

being 27 in all

pure young sweet handsomeness

and a butter rye toast will

get you fuuuther and farther

away from something

not sure what

oh fuckin retired people, jeeezzz