in the next few days

friday is the day i sign papers

and sign more papers

from an adoption

for a sweet little baby boy

i cant wait

and have been thinking about this for a veryyyyy

lonngggg

time

so so excited

.

.

.

i think ill rename him David

cuz of my strong belief in the Bible

which he is an ancestor of Jesus Christ

through St. Joseph and Mary (wiki)

or maybe

Gerald

"rule of the spear"

or maybe

Scott Jr.

yep

thats it

Scott Jr. James

then

kids at school will call him

Jr. James

actually

i am not adopting "anything"

but actually

signing papers on a house

and the things i will be doing is building this

it is a rough draft though

and that person will be built in it too

and ripping up carpet

bleaching every surface of everything

sanding

screwing!

nailing!

hammering

salwing

painting

paying

talking

looking

wondering

designing

putting-away-ing

coloring

wishing

dreaming (in my own fuckin bed)

moving

driving

smiling

cooking

cutting

spitting

shitting (in my own toilet)

calling

yelling

dancing (naked)

owning!

glueing

you name it with -ing

and ill be doing it

then

ill think about climbing trip

or somewhere